6 years ago. My heart just crushed. The thought of you leaving us was never on my mind. Even when you were diagnosed with cancer, I was hoping that you will get well soon and things will go back to normal. I knew that you suffered especially with the treatment but for the sake of us, you never gave up.
But on that early morning, you lost your battle. You took your last breath just before azan Suboh. I was totally devastated. I lost my mom. You were always there for me no matter what. I was not prepared for these and not sure whether i have the strength to live without you. I might seems strong to everyone but only Allah knew how I felt.
And now 6 years have passed, Alhamdulillah I was able to move on. I’m blessed to have my brothers and sister who gave me the strength. We support each other, that’s the important things. Hope you and Ayah are looking down smiling at four of us :) I’m sure if you still here, you will be delighted to know that abg yin and fifi are happily married & you had 3 wonderful grandchildren with another 2 on their way! As for this daughter of yours, I’m on right track with my career. Though Mr Right is not here yet, du’a that i will have my happy ending.
Your love is irreplaceable. I am who I am because of you and Ayah. Both of you taught us well. I can’t repay that for the rest of my life.
For the time being, my life must goes on. I will wait for the time when will meet again Insyallah in jannah. I love and miss you so much.
Al- Fatihah to my loving mom, Hjh Shamsiah (21/10/1950-20/01/2008)
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